Things They Don’t Tell You

There are things that no one tells you about what happen when someone you love has cancer.

Your body becomes a holding tank of tears. And you are completely unaware of this.

You can go through your day smiling, happy…

And then a random thought goes through your head…

And tears start spilling out of your eyes.

You\’re not crying… it\’s just the reservoir that is your soul had a quick shower pass by, and it\’s just too much to hold.

And as you realize that tears are coming down your face, you then begin to cry… not a lot… just enough to hopefully make room for next time….